This nightmare SENT me. I want to be there actually, though.
Also, "If I get better, then my past becomes my past: I have to let it be. And I don’t want that. I want what happened to be my fault, my mistake, because then I can fix it: it’s my responsibility, my failure." Thank you for your words. Your incredible words. Always so beautifully strung together, and so very often what my heart feels without my brain being able to summarise in the ways you can.
I heal with your words so often. The times I don't, I am getting what I need to steer me to the healing. Your words are so often tonic. Thank you.
Genuinely, there should be an anthology of nightmares featuring radio DJs and/or failed directors.
And: I feel the same way about your newsletter, and your writing—a light guiding through the mess, something that helps me find my feet again, if not necessarily my way. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
This nightmare SENT me. I want to be there actually, though.
Also, "If I get better, then my past becomes my past: I have to let it be. And I don’t want that. I want what happened to be my fault, my mistake, because then I can fix it: it’s my responsibility, my failure." Thank you for your words. Your incredible words. Always so beautifully strung together, and so very often what my heart feels without my brain being able to summarise in the ways you can.
I heal with your words so often. The times I don't, I am getting what I need to steer me to the healing. Your words are so often tonic. Thank you.
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Genuinely, there should be an anthology of nightmares featuring radio DJs and/or failed directors.
And: I feel the same way about your newsletter, and your writing—a light guiding through the mess, something that helps me find my feet again, if not necessarily my way. Thank you, thank you, thank you.